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None of you ever deserved me!

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  Disgusting cretins!

My mother lost her hand in one

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I was 3 years old. We were living on 3rd street in central point Oregon next door to the Jack Burns family. It was outside or on a porch that was mostly open.  Mama was screaming at me to unplug it.  I remember running to the neighbors house for help. It was a bloody bone crusher. It took months of her using a strange contraption to try to save her hand. The doctor wanted to cut her hand off but my dad refused to let them.  She had limited use of the hand for the rest of her life.  She was so good and tried to be pleasant.  It didn't stop my father from drinking and abusing her.  I wish I had been Smart enough and big and strong enough to kill the sonofabitch  

! Times 5!

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  I've lost...had taken..5 homes. FIVE!  NO ONE EVER CAME TO SAVE ME I have been betrayed by every family member except my sister and your God let her be slaughtered at 29! This family is beyond saving. Hard to face but I can't do it alone I didn't break it.. YOU DID People are basically irresponsible, ignorant creatures incapable of self reflection.   No more.  Done

Lesson for today

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  BTW.. these are my lessons, for me.  I don't really give a damn what you think. 

Slip sliding away

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  Upper left arm I have had this fungal infection since cottage Grove and the moldy, filthy place I cleaned for 2 months. Ignorant pa had me washing with dandruff shampoo ... Idiot I tried another anti fungal over the counter.. nothing. So now I am trying iodine in a cream. Stopped the itching. We'll see.  I can't get my blood pressure controlled Still waiting for another Dr office to schedule me! This is just disgusting medica!

Landlord attacked me. It hurts!!

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  I took care of some errands and stopped at the mailboxes. I got the neighbor Dolly's mail and took my unattached mailbox to fix it. 1:34 pm Saturday Jan. 25 I tried before a couple weeks earlier in the rain but it wasn't good enough. They have to be taken apart to repair properly.  Ok. Have to fix it before Don Snyder, the manager, throws a fit and finally a day it wasn't raining.  I went to Sheri's house to take her food.  As I was heading out of the cul-de-sac, I saw Don Snyder on an ATV pulling in the cul-de-sac to my left. He was crowding me, so I kept pulling to the right.  He began screaming and waving his arms. " Pull over the GD car!! Stop!" By now he is forcing me into the ditch and is up against my car, screaming names at me.  I rolled down the window and asked, "What is wrong!?". I looked towards my house to see if it was on fire.  "What's wrong is you crazy Bitch.  Why are you taking the mailbox!!?" I tried to explain that...

Today's lesson.. this is for me...it's NOT ALL ABOUT YOU

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Interesting! On Roku

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  Sci Fi about a guy traveling through time to stop the JFK assassin.   Lots of pertinent names mentioned.  As for me... THE CIA DID IT! WE MUST GET RID OF THIS COMMIE OUTFIT!

Or maybe This! Why not

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  I had a nap! Makes such a difference. Your turn, smart asses.  Enjoy your hell. I'm not the only one karma came for. 

I can't sort through it all by myself.

  Signs Your Friend Might Be Struggling Emotionally And on top of our everyday challenges, going through certain transitions – losing a job, experiencing a break-up, questioning one’s identity, grieving a loved one– could challenge any of us. As a friend, you are in a unique position to notice warning signs that someone you care about might be feeling more overwhelmed by stress, anxiety or sadness than is manageable. common warning signs of emotional struggle: Changes in behavior No longer participating in activities they once enjoyed Isolating themselves from friends and family, and communicating less than normal Sleeping more and still feeling tired Being less productive at work or school Eating differently, either losing their appetite, or eating much more than usual Increasing their use of drugs and alcohol Showing impaired judgment or reduced inhibitions Changes in appearance Neglecting hygiene or basic care, like how often they bathe or change clothes Looking tired or sad fre...

All of you. They always find me!

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The only kind thing my family did

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The only thing I have to look forward to... peace in deaths arms

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  My daughter exactly!!

Because life just isn't miserable enough!!

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  Stupid, arrogant, dyslexic cretins have ruined my life! The world is crawling with stupid!!! This is what distressed Papa Jack in his last year's. Especially when his son Jack died I used to plan get togethers with my kids. They never had time

Ugh

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 I must move somewhere that I won't have to ever leave the house. It's always hell and another trauma.  I won't be in a trailer park again. I want to die free  If I have to pay for this, I don't care. It can sit here empty. I have to get out of this backwater POS place. All it does is rain and filled with idiots What is wrong with people???

Today's lesson

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  The only good thing in my life