An Anniversary of my life

so so sorry it turned out like this YOU DIDN'T EVEN TRY I WASN'T WORTH YOUR EFFORT NOW LET ME DIE IN PEACE!   They destroyed our homes and killed the land.  They will cover it with solar or windmills and kill the osprey and eagles  It breaks my heart! I just want to go home!

  No more Facebook either People are cruel.ENOUGH! I'm sick of being attacked every day by anonymous cowards I'm a good person.  Sick of all you assholes 

  I really do try so hard to get distracted and not wallow in this PTSD pain, to start over with no one or anything familiar! I was at the dentist last week and saw a book about Rogue River's history.  There is NO ESCAPE FROM MY PTSD PAST! SOME INTERESTING STUFF about the Harry Raymond Randleman Jr.( Aka Dick) Family. This is the monster who murdered my sister. The entire Randleman family are criminal barbarians! First is school photo.. Merle Randleman. Must have been a brother to Harry Raymond Randleman Sr. The other picture is the old house on Main Street.  My sweet sister tried so hard to make those monsters happy. 18 years old and pregnant, they all left her to take care of the old dying man, and she did. None of them would spit on him! Several kids and his wife Della, the matriarch BITCH. BIG MEAN!  I HAD to stay with her when Daddy died and they all went to Colorado to attend the body, etc. She was a monster! My poor sister was pregnant again when Daddy died. H...

  Up all night with Charlie horses in my feet and legs. SO SICK OF THE TORTURE!! DENTIST today.  Such fun! Screw this survival mode! The ecofreaks around Mt. Shasta are loony as they celebrate the destruction of Irongate as they attempt to make Shasta dam taller! I want that thing blown out! IT'S NOT NATURAL! Well neither is miles if poison sludge! Idiots.

  Some of you simply aren't capable of objective thought and I apologize for expecting it from you.

  Thank you for the moments you tried.  

  I will miss my kids every day for the rest of my life.  It's not worth the pain. Say their names Kamala Harris lied! No cops died on Jan 6. Only innocent Trump supporters.

  These two memes sum it all up pretty well. The rest is just noise. But thanks for listening! Lol. The odd thing about this terrible, heart wrenching split in our family is there was never a "fight".. except for the night Rick Johnson attacked me 30& years ago.  No struggle to repair anything. No embarrassing scenes Or screaming match. Certainly, no discussion. That's never been allowed in this family.   The kids and I were always able to discuss anything, I thought until people like Rick and Ken Hamm and Darrell Wells had to twist REALITY. I don't behave in the real world like this online bitch. I've been rough on everyone, especially my kids after Sept 8 2020.  I NEED A DISCUSSION. They've actually told me that I can't have anything to do with them if I talk about the past.  WTH else have I to talk about.  You made me feel like a criminal. I didn't deserve that. THESE PEOPLE NEED TO SEE ME UPSET FOR ONCE! IF THEY CAN'T TAKE IT, **** EM. ...

  Historically, it's fascinating. Some will sell out, but it's a good display of America! Wake up gimmicrats! That used to be our lake, where families picnicked and celebrated for 75 years. A thriving ecosystem destroyed by short sighted and greedy traitors. We bought property because of the reservoir and river. It's gone! Baby colt, dead in sludge searching for water. Buried in feet of poison sludge! It's criminal! Wildlife GONE! Klamath falls May 2001 We tried to tell you what was coming if we didn't stop the leftists trend. 

 

  I wasted a life"just being there", never being an important part of anyone's life except for my children when they were young and I had to leave them every day to work and support their fathers and the rest of my helpless family and friends.  Now they hate me.  I'd never been around people who cared.. how was I supposed to know what it was like.  My sister cared. They murdered her. My mother cared, but was too destroyed to help me.  And the critters. I wish I had never loved a human being. 

  Read it again and again Billie, until you finally get it!

  We celebrated Christmas. Presents open on Christmas Eve. Every year we would all agree to wait for Christmas morning. We never made it. Daddy had no filters or patience. He couldn't wait.  I saved my lunch$ and got Mama daddy and Linda each a $1 gift.  We never heard of allowance and worked our little asses off! Thanksgiving was thick on food. The best ever. Mama worked for weeks and wouldn't sit until everyone else was ready to eat.  Her beautiful China that Shannan has, I hope. Please! The daffodil silverware. Lace tablecloth.  I'd spend days polishing that dining set and buffet ! Easter.  Ham. GOOD  dishes and silverware came out. Daddy tolerated prayers.  New dress! Only got new clothes Easter and first day of school. I vowed to be the best dressed woman in Medford someday. AND I WAS. Went to  Church until I was about 9. She finally just gave up trying to save Daddy. I went back when I was about 14.  Tried them all except Islam. Do...

  I have no right to ask for more time but I would like to see Trump reelected!! If they cheat us again, just take me now! Got this free! Missing the decanter.  Valuable