Sunday blues

 


These two memes

sum it all up pretty well.



The rest is just noise.

But thanks for listening! Lol.

The odd thing about this terrible, heart wrenching split in our family is there was never a "fight".. except for the night Rick Johnson attacked me 30& years ago. 

No struggle to repair anything.

No embarrassing scenes Or screaming match.

Certainly, no discussion. That's never been allowed in this family.   The kids and I were always able to discuss anything, I thought until people like Rick and Ken Hamm and Darrell Wells had to twist REALITY.

I don't

behave in the real world like this online bitch. I've been rough on everyone, especially my kids after Sept 8 2020. 

I NEED A DISCUSSION.

They've actually told me that I can't have anything to do with them if I talk about the past. 

WTH else have I to talk about. 

You made me feel like a criminal.

I didn't deserve that.

THESE PEOPLE NEED TO SEE ME UPSET FOR ONCE!

IF THEY CAN'T TAKE IT, **** EM.  

I hate using the internet and don't consider it real. IT'S a pathetic form of communication that makes me shake and ill. 

Dangerous. 

Full moon coming.. going into hiding 





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