I regret every moment I didn't spend time with my kids

 






I have no right to ask for more time but I would like to see Trump reelected!!

If they cheat us again, just take me now!







Got this free! Missing the decanter. 

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  1. BSeptember 19, 2024 at 8:02 AM

    It's curious this memory loss. It's all short term. I just looked for something for an hour that I probably had before the fire..that shit I remember!

    Like Bugs! I'm struggling to remember his day to day actions and habits and remember more about him when we were home in Phoenix.

    I miss you so much!
    I just can't accept you are gone too!

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  2. BSeptember 19, 2024 at 2:03 PM

    Admitting this is the hardest thing I ever had to confess.
    I only stay alive, holding on to the hope that I will see my children and grandchildren again. I also know that thinking is insane because they will never come. I've waited 30 years for them to stop their cruelty and there's absolutely nothing I can do about it.

    I can't live forever.

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  3. BOctober 1, 2024 at 11:11 AM

    Can TBI cause mental illness years later?
    Mental health problems after moderate-severe TBI are common and span a variety of phenotypes, including apathy and impulsivity as well as affective symptoms and disorders common to all severities of TBI (especially major depression and generalized anxiety).Oct 2, 2021

    I can't find help

    I'm exhausted from trying

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