Message to all of us

 

From my drunk abusive father to the violent, ignorant Rick Johnson.... None of us had a moral, decent man for a father.

They were all haunted and too disturbed to be a parent! Except Darrell Wells. He's just a retard. An animal, nothing more.  

They all ran out on us. They all lied and betrayed us. I didn't know what a good man was! 

At least I grew up and saw it. Shannans way to deal with it, is to punish me and deny that she married a monster who lied to her about me, Dad, EVERYTHING. 


Yes, we were all innocent children! 

You aren't a child now. Grow up before you kill the only person who ever cared about you and your children!

Place blame where it belongs! Who betrayed you???!















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  1. BOctober 24, 2024 at 9:58 AM

    I've struggled all morning in this kitchen. Still have nothing to eat. I just can't handle it anymore. No cooking today. I just can't

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  2. BOctober 25, 2024 at 12:20 PM

    I just want to forget

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