Empty

 




Every day since Almeda, I think, there's nothing left to take from me!

How wrong I was!

They have even taken my Facebook page, the only human contact I had left.. the only pictures I had left! It's stunning!

Every day I wake up is like this.

I can't get past the sadness! The only pleasure is thinking about death and no more pain.

A neighbor invited me for Thanksgiving. I declined. 

I never want to see another human being, especially a bullshit christian as long as I live!


Sorry, Mama. I know you tried to save me. Your God is a lie! You aren't in heaven. YOU are rotting in the fucking ground!


I won't allow myself to get attached to this cat. He's disappointed but I just won't! It will die or make me miserable so why bother.

I'm tired of feeling guilty about things I was ignorant of!


I was raised to care for animals but taught they were only animals without emotions who only hung around for food.

That was so wrong! They are so superior to people! I knew that when I was a kid. 

But I can't risk ever loving anything again. Ever!






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