Shannan I'm so sorry I couldn't protect you





You got the worst of both of them. That was my fault. I should have had you and never let Dan Milich or Darrell Wells have any part of your life.

For that you have reason to hate me.  The rest is your denial.. like blaming me for you getting an abortion!

You need help. Please get it.


You are Helen Frontino all over again. No empathy or compassion, just phony emotions. 





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  1. BDecember 31, 2024 at 5:58 AM

    Just a hug before I go. That's all I ever asked.

    https://www.facebook.com/reel/561676640118512?mibextid=rS40aB7S9Ucbxw6v

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  2. BDecember 31, 2024 at 7:52 AM

    I should have given up my children for adoption so at least they would know what it was like growing up with a mother they respected and wanted some part of. I had nothing to give them.. not even a decent father.

    I'm so sorry you had to be my children and only know how to hate your mother.

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  3. BDecember 31, 2024 at 7:53 AM

    Good bye! I hope there is no afterlife that I have to feel regret and sadness for eternity.
    Please please please make it stop

    I can't take another day

    ReplyDelete
  4. BDecember 31, 2024 at 8:08 AM

    High of 38 today! I'm so tired of being cold? When I was pregnant and 18 and afraid and cold and hungry and sick I promised no one else or me would ever be that way again.
    Yet here I am.
    Dying alone, hungry and cold. My head is bursting with pain. I can't even get the free medicare physical!

    Please make it stop

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  5. BDecember 31, 2024 at 8:18 AM

    Lol my kids father's didn't even bother to come home at night .
    https://www.facebook.com/reel/1320691302427628?mibextid=rS40aB7S9Ucbxw6v

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  6. BDecember 31, 2024 at 1:00 PM

    This is the story about Holly. She was paralyzed giving birth. It took months but she got better. Working her heart out to care for her baby.

    When they told me I would never walk again or be able to hold down a job, I must have ignored them, BECAUSE I HAD A LITTLE GIRL, HOME, AFRAID THAT I NEEDED TO TAKE CARE OF! IT was almost 2 weeks before I saw her. They wouldn't allow her in ICU!

    How cruel. I knew I had to get out of there!

    The thought of her being out there without me was impossible to take.

    https://www.facebook.com/reel/437342189432585?mibextid=rS40aB7S9Ucbxw6v

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    1. BDecember 31, 2024 at 1:02 PM

      The difference between Holly and me is that I got no help from anyone! But I was young and strong and not destroyed then

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  7. BJanuary 6, 2025 at 9:26 AM

    You are making a horrible mistake my children.

    I didn't raise you to abuse me like your father's did!

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