Exactly!
I laughed out loud..so many twists.
An Anniversary August 9, 1974
50 incredible years. An anniversary There are moments in our lives that change the course of the future. Aug.9, 1974 was one of those days. Nixon resigned. A year before tragedy struck our family and took the life of my sweet sister leaving 3 helpless children and our mother destroyed. I miscarried our baby because of the stress. But we survived the sad year and we're hoping I was pregnant again. New life was needed! Somehow we survived and we found optimism in the midst of that hell. Charlie Daniels was singing "The devil went down to Georgia". My husband Dan was driving us to meet friends at Oak Knoll in Ashland for dinner and dancing. I said no alcohol for me! We were excited about canning from the huge garden we raised. Suddenly there's 2 lanes of traffic at a standstill on the freeway. Dan slammed the brakes and the car was bouncing off guard rails. No seat belts. He tried to hold me down from bouncing all over the car and disl...
I can't keep up with the paperwork.
ReplyDeleteWent to library yesterday to get tax forms.. closed!
I have to pay taxes on SS that I didn't even get!!
A pile from the bank, merging. There goes that!
A huge stack from access. Another stack for the doctors office.
Fire map appeal to file.
Application for the cat for trailer park.
Jesus Christ!!!
The last thing I would have given my children is a mentally ill mother.
ReplyDeleteWhat happened doesn't matter anymore. No one wants to change it but me and I can't do it alone. I didn't break it!
No one on this Earth hates themselves as much as I do.
I was raised to be perfect! I married a man who insisted I be PERFECT every moment.
Know what?? I was! My children expect me to be perfect.
I can't! You broke me to pieces
The amazing Wollawa mountains. Dad's favorite place! Where my sweet baby boy was conceived
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This constant hurting myself is torture. I don't know how to fix it. I try to put things where it's easier.
ReplyDeleteI just broke a finger and sprained my neck.
I have to be conscious of every move, every step.
I was
Washing dishes. I'm so stooped
Over that I can't reach the sink. Water runs down my sleeve all the way. So I pulled away, my finger hit the fridge door handle. I screamed.
It's all so sudden! It's traumatizing. EVERY DAY!
I FEEL LIKE I AM UNDER PHYSICAL ATTACK ALL THE TIME!
Internet says post office has tax forms..do off I went... No not FUCKING ROGUE RIVER!
ReplyDeleteI HATE THIS BACKWARDS POS TOWN
You have to drive 20 miles to make a copy! Access sent the paperwork for the free mobile home.... Same shit I have filled out for 4 fucking years!
ReplyDeleteThey even have a couple of things filled in..so that means they have it all!
Not going to do this again!!
This is the kind of crap that gets me stuck with owing the feds $35,000.
Jesus Christ
Lol
ReplyDeleteYou have to attend classes to be a new homeowner!!
That means the people getting them NEVER LOST ANYTHING. THEY'RE ALIENS OR WELFARE BUMS.
THAT'S THE ONLY PEOPLE ACCESS HELPS!
TELL SOMEONE! I'M JUST A COMMODITY