Today's lesson for me!

i don't care what happens to any of you. You deserve to be ignorant. 
 



To Alan Moyer. All your apologizing and begging me to come there after the fire..... Worst mistake I ever made. He only wanted a woman to use. 
I left when I found out he'd been lying about me. No motels, no storage units!
I was sick with pancreatitis trying to take care of him and clean up his hoard!
I never cared about him, but I would have been good to him forever for taking me in. 
I paid all expenses, bought all the food, even supplied him for winter! First time he ever had garbage service!
Loser!










If I could go back and change one thing, I would change me in 1984.  I would never divorce Dan Milich. As horrible as he was at times, he had good reason. Reasons I simply couldn't understand until I went through what he was going through.  It's difficult to understand something you know nothing about.  He wouldn't talk except to say something hurtful. He refused to stop using drugs and drinking and never showing up when we needed him. I thought he hated me! I gave him the freedom he demanded!
He didn't deserve to die afraid and alone with Rick Johnson lying about his life!

Comments

  1. BMarch 5, 2025 at 1:57 PM

    BP keeps raising no matter what I do! 184/90

    I'm scared

    I don't know what to do

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    1. BMarch 5, 2025 at 2:11 PM

      I took everything I can think of.. down to 154/87

      I don't feel well
      If I have a stroke and wind up in hospital..DO NOT COME! I KNOW YOU WON'T.. BUT I CAN'T BEAR FOR ANYONE TO SED ME LIKE THIS. PLEASE TAKE CARE OF MY CATS. I HOPE THEY CAN STAY TOGETHER. THEY HAVE BONDED.
      IF I HAVE TO GO it's going to be really hard for Dinky.
      Please

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  2. BMarch 8, 2025 at 1:53 PM

    Gene Hackman may not have realized his wife, Betsy Arakawa Hackman, was dead during his final weeks due to his advanced Alzheimer’s, according to forensic pathologist Dr. Michael Baden.

    The legendary actor died due to hypertensive atherosclerosis cardiovascular disease, with Alzheimer's disease as a significant contributing factor, New Mexico officials confirmed Friday.

    It's not fun looking forward to that!
    I won't even have the dead body to keep me company!
    I'll rot laying on the floor after suffering some more.
    Everyone says he should have hired help. THERE IS NO HELP!!!!

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