I've finally realized I should have been stressing with doctors this malabsorption problem... Excuse me..THE SON'S OF BITCHES should have tried treating me! I've slept 2 nights over 6 hours! That hasn't happened for 4 years! I started doubling my magnesium and potassium and taurine. BP is down too. Not as shaky. Can't doctors do anything besides DRUGS??? They aren't healers, they're drug pushers.
I have a new Dr appointment tomorrow. Terrified! New address.. I'll get lost, have a panic attack, BP goes up and they won't talk about anything but giving me drugs I wish I had someone to go with me. I have such a struggle talking
I don't worship a DEITY who demands all the glory when something goes right but refuses any of the blame for this shit show heaped on innocent children. Some where he's got to accept some of the blame. Less dogma and some empathy would be nice.
I have to LoL when I read these things of "encouragement"... As if I had any of this!!! Instead I got insulted and molested and terrorized and robbed and abused and abandoned!
What can I do to cope after a traumatic event? Avoid the use of alcohol or drugs. Spend time with trusted friends and relatives who are supportive. Try to maintain routines for meals, exercise, and sleep. Engage in exercise, mindfulness, or other activities that help reduce stress.
50 incredible years. An anniversary There are moments in our lives that change the course of the future. Aug.9, 1974 was one of those days. Nixon resigned. A year before tragedy struck our family and took the life of my sweet sister leaving 3 helpless children and our mother destroyed. I miscarried our baby because of the stress. But we survived the sad year and we're hoping I was pregnant again. New life was needed! Somehow we survived and we found optimism in the midst of that hell. Charlie Daniels was singing "The devil went down to Georgia". My husband Dan was driving us to meet friends at Oak Knoll in Ashland for dinner and dancing. I said no alcohol for me! We were excited about canning from the huge garden we raised. Suddenly there's 2 lanes of traffic at a standstill on the freeway. Dan slammed the brakes and the car was bouncing off guard rails. No seat belts. He tried to hold me down from bouncing all over the car and disl...
FOUR years ago I was up before 5 am with the usual good morning Wake up call from an old school mate who was lonely. I didn't sleep much because of pain in my shoulder and neck. The day before I paid someone to trim my trees before winter. He managed to drop a big limb on me. I was off to an 8 am haircut. Not a good day! She butchered me! So I went to work on all that tree trimming. It was horribly smoky and the wind was blowing. The Radio only had this report: There was a one structure fire in Ashland on Almeda Drive, fully contained. Same News all day. I depended on radio news, it has always been there..... Until that day. Thanks for nothing, KMED and Bill Meyer who went on vacation and did nothing to cover local news while he was gone! With the first report of containment, it certainly sounded like someone was doing news that day on a NEWS STATION! BUT no one was, we found out too late. I went to Facebook. Nothing. I turne...
1st street central point Oregon. Easter Morning. We lived around the corner of a church. We went to the holy roller shack and I was terrified! Mama was still so sick from almost losing her arm. Daddy was drunk and abusing her._____ Sometimes we don't want to heal.. Because pain is the only connection we have left to those we love. It's the only way I have to ever see my children again! I can't do this anymore! I JUST WANT TO GO HOME! Finally made a bed he loves!! Pissed all over my beautiful bed! I finally owned a nice bed! Please take care of them! I'm leaving you plenty for this! Do something!
I've finally realized I should have been stressing with doctors this malabsorption problem... Excuse me..THE SON'S OF BITCHES should have tried treating me!
ReplyDeleteI've slept 2 nights over 6 hours! That hasn't happened for 4 years!
I started doubling my magnesium and potassium and taurine.
BP is down too. Not as shaky.
Can't doctors do anything besides DRUGS???
They aren't healers, they're drug pushers.
I have a new Dr appointment tomorrow. Terrified! New address.. I'll get lost, have a panic attack, BP goes up and they won't talk about anything but giving me drugs
I wish I had someone to go with me. I have such a struggle talking
I don't worship a DEITY who demands all the glory when something goes right but refuses any of the blame for this shit show heaped on innocent children.
ReplyDeleteSome where he's got to accept some of the blame.
Less dogma and some empathy would be nice.
There are several things I hope I am wrong about.
ReplyDeleteI hope this nation isn't as far gone as I think.
I hope I am not as mentally ill as some tell me I am .
I hope my children aren't as cruel and confused as they seem to be.
I hope there is a God in heaven and he loves all of you as much as you believe he does.
I have to LoL when I read these things of "encouragement"...
ReplyDeleteAs if I had any of this!!! Instead I got insulted and molested and terrorized and robbed and abused and abandoned!
What can I do to cope after a traumatic event?
Avoid the use of alcohol or drugs.
Spend time with trusted friends and relatives who are supportive.
Try to maintain routines for meals, exercise, and sleep.
Engage in exercise, mindfulness, or other activities that help reduce stress.