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Another year of hell?

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  Reg's dopleganger. I got a new shirt free at the pantry.

Shannan I'm so sorry I couldn't protect you

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You got the worst of both of them. That was my fault. I should have had you and never let Dan Milich or Darrell Wells have any part of your life. For that you have reason to hate me.  The rest is your denial.. like blaming me for you getting an abortion! You need help. Please get it. You are Helen Frontino all over again. No empathy or compassion, just phony emotions. 

My life is not your story to tell

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  For you, Rick Johnson. You fractured  my life and took from me what no one else was ever able to. You took my children, grandchildren and everything else you could steal. Yes you won Feed that ego you Sonofa bitch. The world will know. I promise You should have killed me when you tried July 1990. You are a disgusting animal. It makes me sick that my daughter allows you near her and her children, who you molested. You admitted it to me! https://www.facebook.com/reel/1708852806624884?mibextid=rS4 B December 29, 2024 at 1:19 PM YOU WILL NOT REWRITE MY LIFE Story  The only thing worse is all those people who should know better that let you get away with destroying my family...my neighbors, all a bunch of moron's. I've never raised a hand to another human! You were arrested for assault.. until I bailed you out! You threatened Tanya's mother just like me... and destroyed her house after living in it.. just like me..Jeff Coffman, you coward! You and Stacy know the truth! Shame...

Flashback of Regis Halfling

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  Check this out.  It's in the movie Salt.  What a special dog. He loved my son like nothing I ever saw. I loved the pictures of him. Carrying a limb in his mouth to help clean up the yard.  He was so proud.  My.  I actually try to do things to take my mind off the past.  Can't seem to escape it.  That I remember. It's last week or last year I have trouble with except for the trauma. You always remember the trauma.  I forget day to day activities of Bugs... Things I didn't put to memory because I didn't think it was special.  Nothing like an old fool.  I'm letting these new cats do what they want. I didn't sleep with Bugs til after the fire and we had to.  I think we did from then on. I can't remember. Unless it was hot.  He just wasn't a clinger like Dinky. Oh how he loves me.  Totally codependent.  Smart   scary smart. Good with Huck. Huck must have never got off his butt. He doesn't know how to play. But ...

If

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The back up

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Rain rain rain

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Maybe..

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  I don't have high blood pressure you medical twats!

My motto

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  I will find the strength to forget you or kill myself.  This changes now! I gave you kids 25 years to treat me like a human being.  You don't want to be decent people.   I'm so sorry any of us were ever born This blog is closed.  I won't think about it anymore. I'll take enough pills to forget

I tried . I failed. Signing off

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  Everything is stabbing me through the heart today.  I tried to start over. I sang and danced and tried to be happy with absolutely nothing to help.  No cards or gifts or calls. Today my world is falling in with mean doctors who won't write a friggin prescription and nasty neighbors who I gave beautiful things to for Christmas.  I'm wrapping everything I got for all of you.  It will be here for you. Please don't just toss it. Please I have nothing but fear and isolation and rejection to look forward to. The next attack or heartbreak, I'm ending this.  You aren't worth my pain! Why!? I don't deserve this! I want to die. I can't do anything right. To my children and grandchildren Love,  The crazy one

Book shelf!! Lol

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  For the cats. Some awful craft book I found. I screwed and glued it to the bracket.  Sturdy. I don't know.. Huckleberry is a brute!