The only kind thing my family did
An Anniversary August 9, 1974
50 incredible years. An anniversary There are moments in our lives that change the course of the future. Aug.9, 1974 was one of those days. Nixon resigned. A year before tragedy struck our family and took the life of my sweet sister leaving 3 helpless children and our mother destroyed. I miscarried our baby because of the stress. But we survived the sad year and we're hoping I was pregnant again. New life was needed! Somehow we survived and we found optimism in the midst of that hell. Charlie Daniels was singing "The devil went down to Georgia". My husband Dan was driving us to meet friends at Oak Knoll in Ashland for dinner and dancing. I said no alcohol for me! We were excited about canning from the huge garden we raised. Suddenly there's 2 lanes of traffic at a standstill on the freeway. Dan slammed the brakes and the car was bouncing off guard rails. No seat belts. He tried to hold me down from bouncing all over the car and disl...
Dan Milich was a tortured soul and impossible to make happy. His kids weren't good enough. None of us could bleed enough to make him feel right.
ReplyDeleteBut he was right about some things that I thought were so cruel at the time.
1. There's no God, no hereafter, no salvation.
100 %!
2. Kids had to leave home by 18 and never come back. Instead I let them bleed me dry for 40 more years.
3. His father was the meanest SOB that ever lived. I tried so hard to make that ass happy! Everyone did. Mitch Milich. I'll see you in hell for what you did to that sweet boy!
4. People are generally assholes.
5. I didn't have enough ambition. I just wanted to be with my kids. I had everything I wanted...him, Shannan and Danny.
Nothing ever changed that.
6. Only make a life with someone you know cares more about you than you Care about them.
7. N
Never mention the name Wells. Dan said Darrell was the dumbest sonofabitch that ever lived.
He was SO RIGHT.
Dan always kept me from iris and all of them. That's what I should have done!
NONE OF THEM EVER TRIED TO CONTACT ME OR YOU. I CONTACTED IRIS BECAUSE SHANNAN WANTED ME TO!
I SHOULD HAVE NEVER DONE THAT
8. He said I had to prove I cared more about his baby than Shannan. I refused to agree!
ReplyDeleteI should have aborted you both. For 15 god-damned years all I heard from Milich was you should have aborted that little guy "Darrelect".....
He was right
Shannan, you are just like Darrell Wells.
ReplyDeleteI don't know if my family ever sees these rants.
ReplyDeleteI don't care.
It's for me.
I'll never do anything for any of you again
Never
Everyone assumes that I am some kind of monster. Yet no one can name the horrible thing I am being punished for.
ReplyDeleteI figured you all out.
I realized how you abused me.
THAT WAS MY SIN!!
Who can blame the ignorant public?? I would doubt some one whose children wouldn't spit on them when they just got burned out and lost everything and was homeless and sick and terrified. I've been in shock for 4 & years!
ReplyDeleteI just can't believe that you are all liars!! All of you??
How can that be!
You all used to tell me that I was the smartest person you knew!
You got that right