Halloween


 Used to be such a busy wonderful time! I would make costumes for all the grown kids and their kids. We had fabulous parties in the barn.

Yes! I was involved in my children's lives. More than most of you! So go screw yourself.





My son told me today that he loves me and hopes we can keep emailing.  

I don't believe him.. where is he? 2 years! Why was I turned out on the streets alone afraid and sick!?? Until you fix this, nothing can change. YOU HAVE TO FIX IT! YOU BROKE IT



EVERY DAY!  EVERY DAY!  Year after year. Please make it stop









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  1. BOctober 31, 2024 at 2:53 PM

    I hoped Shannan would wake up when she became a mother. But Instead she ignored them and partied while I raised them to age 9 and she decided they could take care of themselves with a cell phone. It almost killed me the first time you took them away and tried to make them hate me to cover your and ricks disgusting life

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  2. BNovember 11, 2024 at 9:09 AM

    I got into Christmas decorations yesterday and all I could do was think of Bugs and cry so I put them all away. Maybe next year.

    was thinking about a pin cushion that my son gave me for Christmas. He was in kindergarten. I can remember it perfectly. Maroon velvet with a bouquet of flowers made from felt. I cherished it! Shannan and I opened all his gifts before Christmas just to see what he got us all. We laughed and rewrapped them all . He gave Dad this "thing". Kinda looked like a dinosaur.
    I'm going to make that pincushion!
    It was a wonderful thing his teacher did getting people to volunteer handmade gifts.

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